Rampage

I am still presently on the "I hate the male species" kick!

I know there are worthless men everywhere but I personally think Topeka has the most. There was one that wasn't too bad....then he turned sour. Allowed a woman to have so much power that he caught a case. Hmmmm I know he has potential but a criminal record and me just don't mix well. Probably one of the best guys I "indulged" in as ACA would say........but you can't make yourself fall in love. Pity.

My saying goes back to elementary...now that's sad. It's me I know.....I attract those "no-good guys." Some around me have found the good ones. It's just not my time I keep saying...which it isn't because with my attitude I probably run off the decent ones. And that whole you attract what you are does not apply in this case. Sorry.

My friend asked just the other day if I talked to guys when I went out....I scoffed. Don't remember my exact wording but he got that I didn't bother with guys. I told him naw it's a waste of time. And I went as far as to say when guys do approach me I am instantly become irritated because they are wasting my time because I am usually not interested in them. Told him I didn't have time for guys. And I don't. It's time consuming and I'm not ready. When I try, other things in life fall by the way side. I know I know its my time management.

I could go on and on about this topic but it's just not all that important.

Shit is it 1 o'clock yet!!
Think I'm on it today.....need to change it up...Kendra will be here soon.

Wig Out

So my friend started sending me texts and I mean sorta regularly.....for him anyway. I almost told him how weird it was for me that he was sending messages saying hey and checking on me. Then the time came for him to ask his question; after that it all made sense so I didn't bother telling him about how I was about to wig out.

Pointless yes.

Meaningful. Definitely!

I Hav to GO!

Sooooo today is the 8th day of a new year, 2009....pretty good day. My twin will be in town in a matter of hours and I am excited!!

People have worked my last nerve as usual.

Made another conclusion upon today after search the public court access site.....I'm not marrying a Topekan.
Is that discrimination?
Who cares!
I don't :)

Topeka is not even that small of a city but everyone is known and if you have business everyone knows! It's sad really.....but I'm nosy that's why I know things that I know. Pity but it's a good thing. So anyway I'm not marrying a Topekan because I hate this place literally! As soon as it is possible I want to get far far away. Nothing really happened that made me declare this...I have wanted to leave since graduation. Now as I get older the urge increases. Sure I will miss a few individuals but they can come visit me. I don't even know where I wanna go but where ever it will not be the capital of Kansas.

So all this means I can't become serious with anyone rooted here because I gotta leave and if they don't want to it will only cause a quandary.

I mean there are small things I like: traffic is never heavy, I like that I can know everyone business, I like that places are not too far to drive but all the things I hate about this place out weights it all. Hell I don't even like my school...I'm here why?? I should have left when I had the chance then I could have been a true Detroiter.

So the question remains, is it December 2009 yet?