FUCK

The previous post was suppose to be a happy one.....and not about your previous post. Alright so as stated birthday in 2 days. I am excited about turning 25, I am not afraid to grow older. I just may look back and wish I had done somethings differently. I will be spending my birthday in the KC area because I love it there so much. Still afraid of bed bugs so I don't venture out too ugh computer again!!!!!!!!!

--much. Speaking of which there is a outbreak occuring in most major cities in the North. GROSS. Prayfully I won't have to experience them again. No plans for a hotel stay until March 2011. Since bringing that up OMG with this damn wedding. Makes me not want one. I'm sure it's the person not neccessarily the overall event. I get to get a dress in less than a week from now and the damn wedding is when...MARCH. Ha. That's not worth discussing. Guess I will call it a post because the cursor is getting on my last nerve. Until next time.....

Response needed? Not so sure.

Ok, so it took me months to write again....sorry I use my time doing other things but, I have missed it. Funny I spoke with my good friend last night and he actually had me pondering somethings. Claim I am MIA when "I have a man in my life" when does that time ever exist in my life?!?! So.....anyway updates again which is all this seems to be. A lot goes on but, by the time I can sit and write it all out I forget what I wanted to say.

FYI-this computer making me CRAZY.....cursor keeps moving and I am losing text! UGH

I have been on a constant job hunt and recently have been fortunate enough to work more hours at my PRN job....ahhhhh this computer. Crazy I know.

25th birthday is in 2 days and nice of you to remember...gift you say. Please don't. I don't receive gifts well unless there is a relationship there. And funny not ha ha but a couple weeks ago our last exchange of Whatever dude became a post. I don't know what to make of your posts....I do enjoy them however. But I just don't know. You speak of me with such negative connotations yet you continue speaking of me.

Alright so...I am so excited my friend is coming home for my birthday!! I have been lost without her. So bored and lonely (Great way to describe me) but this weekend will rock ass!! Yes the girl will be drunk. But careful.

I want a job...ah yes still complaining like I do as nothing has changed except the world around me. WOW. Harsh! I wonder why my conversation is seen as complaining as I feel that I have nothing to complain about. I see them as me sharing how I feel...u hear something else. Hmmm. But why complain but I got it good. Yes things are not as I would like them to be but I am in a good place. In need of nothing. Maybe I am just not that patient...usually that is my issue. Wishing things would occur sooner than my time.

I think I have came up with the issue that exist.

Oh giving you something to shake your head about. Seen the guy from last summer and his wife that I supposedly stalked. I just thought to myself...what were you thinking as women always say after its all over. Oh. and I still feel bad for her. Oh one more thing. My ex is engaged. That is all. Peace to all.