wHoa

SOOOO here we are....months later. Last post was May 2012 and it was written months prior. Nothing has been said about current life events. Guess it has not been much interest. Tempted to read about the old me and how I used to once let the asshole drag me down. But not much in reading mood (common thing lately) nor am I in the mood to think of him.

So it's August 21, 2012....day of birth of 3 people I know and 2 of whom I was really close. One a best friend, then there is Sunshine who was "my girl" but life happened and she left me to rot in Austin. The 3rd is undecided. In fact, the 3rd has been the topic of all my discussions for a while now. We started speaking again last year around this time....Mr. Brackett. Bet if I look through all the post none will mention him. He was before the asshole. So I'll have to check my diary for his name.

I have been wanting to post for some time now but never taking the time. So much has happened. I don't know where to begin. April 2012....I LEFT that hellhole of a job to become FT at Calphalon which was my PT seasonal job since Oct 2011. Imagine that. Retail. Me. I took a salary CUT like whoa and I had just gotten a $2400 increase. Talk about not caring. I hated that place. Period. But like I have said...my health and happiness means more!

I was promoted at Calphalon (officially) in April and something else is just around the riverbend and I have not made 1 year yet! GOD IS AWESOME!!! I enjoy my position, manager is great, co-workers are fun and its so close to home. I have been able to lose weight from not sitting on my ass all day while being yelled at! It's grand I tell ya....things are coming together nicely. 

Momma gave me her car at the end of July and my parents got a new vehicle (smh) 2012 Pilot! IT IS NICE!! I been back to visit them quite a few times this year....I still love my place (even though its empty of people), it is safe, clean, and mine! 

Im really considering school this Spring....I was gonna try to be a teacher this year, but it was not for me and I was doing it for all the wrong reasons. I need a skill. Degree was grand, but a skill is needed. I would like love in my life, but it is not time yet. Think I still have to grow and change, and become open.

So back to Mr. Brackett, I found myself really falling this time around. Back in 2006, I completely dissed him and he liked me so much but the feeling was not mutual. It took a lot years to get back in communication and its weird....he's feelings didn't change (so, he says) I am still trying to figure it out. Think he is still smelling himself and I'm gon let him do that from a distance. I am no longer anyone side girl.

Not sure what else to say, my home girl that I run the streets of Austin with is Nina R...my ace boom! Love her and it's weird. When we first met, I thought all bad things. My thoughts had truth, but she is the definition of a great friend and glad to have her in my life. She is from KCMO, moved here just months before me. Met at the hell hole. She has a young daughter to whom she gives all....Madam Butterfly (Zoe!!) and Ms. Marie her mom is the greatest! (My second family) I even have a room in their house LOL.

Still not sure what to say. I miss my parents like CRAZY, but hate Topeka so can't return. Rosa and I are no longer friends. She thinks nothing is wrong. Bottom line. She has dick, so friends are kicked. HA. And she lives in Austin now. Sure I won't be going over, but she wants me to see her place. I'm such a B! I told my mom....hmmmm, I still have my own place and she has a roommate....so much for 1st places. And I'm wrong for this but, she makes 30G more than I, and has a 2nd income....you do the math!!! Ok. It's out. Roommates are for children....put a ring on it! Quit shacking!

Guess this is becoming an update of me in last 2 years/rant/I don't care/sharing.

Until next time...must share Krystal visit for my upcoming B'Day..... 

And I never mentioned how the Hicks boy faired. Or how asshole thinks he can partake in my glory when I'm in town. 

I'm so over being the town whore. Ok. I said it in my blog. I used to discuss with a close friend of mine, but he is a habitual liar and although the baby loooooks like him, he denies her. Dog. Plus after he took advantage St. Patty 2010, we have not been the same. I am so all over the place. This should not be posted, talk about dirty laundry aired. But I feel admittance is the first step in changing.

Later!