Last week on February 17th, my Mr. Right proposed to me in front of my parents and his!
It was his birthday....we're super excited! I'm getting MARRIED!!!!
Well.... I am super excited and can't focus on anything else, but wedding wedding wedding. I've been planning and making notes since last fall. All of my planning is finally coming to light! (I need to write a paper)
I have a date and venue set, the deposit is paid. I just need to speak with my Pastor, so we can start counseling. My Pastor has already agreed to marry us at a different location other than my sanctuary. I am counting the days!
I had been working on my wedding website, then he asked me and that KICKED everything into gear! Mom is ecstatic and I keep telling/asking her..."you know your daughter is getting married right, how are you handling that!!??
Our attendants are set and have been asked, it's going to be a HUGE wedding and I keep telling them just take me to an island or we can go to the courthouse today!
Since I want to wear a white dress I have to have a wedding and my mom says wedding because my family never gets married and has weddings.
Chad has officially met nearly everyone in my family except my bio brother. We're planning for a bus to drive Detroit here....we'll see. Everyone seemed so gunho just 2 weeks ago.
I can't hardly wait. It is finally my time, time for my life to begin. Time for my happy days. I have been very patient and it has shown through. God is still in the blessing business! He sent me my Mr. Right when I least expected it.
Thank you Lord for your love!
Thursday, February 26, 2015
Tuesday, February 10, 2015
At Last
"My love has come along. My lonely days are over. And life is like a song". Thank you Etta James!!!
I made a quick run to get some caffeine...I needed some after those previous thoughts. As I was driving and soon approaching near where my boyfriend works it occurred to me.....I am being picked up by him in like 2 hours (He is never late.) We have plans this evening like we typically do. He loves me, he tells me each passing day on more than one occasion.
Why are you concerned, why are you allowing it to make your skin crawl. I wish we could sit like school girls and compare notes putting my friend at rest that it is ok. I told her in an attempt to coerce her into telling me...."nothing will make me stop talking to you, unless you were trying to kill me." She laughed. But we've been friends since middle school. Closer friends in high school and definitely after even when another friend tried to steal her away. I let my emotions get the best of me, I am sure that is what he will tell me. I think I am more disgusted at the guy...shit. I don't know. I'm done. I let another post go that way.
He walks with me, and talks to me. He supports me and encourages me. He does his best to help me with my homework. He pushes me. Most importantly, he loves me. I look forward to our life together.
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I made a quick run to get some caffeine...I needed some after those previous thoughts. As I was driving and soon approaching near where my boyfriend works it occurred to me.....I am being picked up by him in like 2 hours (He is never late.) We have plans this evening like we typically do. He loves me, he tells me each passing day on more than one occasion.
Why are you concerned, why are you allowing it to make your skin crawl. I wish we could sit like school girls and compare notes putting my friend at rest that it is ok. I told her in an attempt to coerce her into telling me...."nothing will make me stop talking to you, unless you were trying to kill me." She laughed. But we've been friends since middle school. Closer friends in high school and definitely after even when another friend tried to steal her away. I let my emotions get the best of me, I am sure that is what he will tell me. I think I am more disgusted at the guy...shit. I don't know. I'm done. I let another post go that way.
He walks with me, and talks to me. He supports me and encourages me. He does his best to help me with my homework. He pushes me. Most importantly, he loves me. I look forward to our life together.
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Messy
Today I received news of my friends messiness. I knew she has been down on herself esp. in the men dept after letting that jerk father two of her children. I think today took the cake and I am at a lost with words.
I know why God took me to another place in life. I now know why he opened my eyes to all that was possible. I've heard the stories of bedding friends, I just had not experienced it in my circle. Not confirmed at least until today.
I tried to console her and let her know it was okay, he and I have not dated in forever. Which is true. And we stopped talking once he got a girlfriend. I don't know time lines and if anything was around the same time....both he and she should be shame. But, I bet she didn't know he and I talked while I was in Texas.
I now know what betrayal is and to think I just asked her to officially be in my wedding. What am I to do, with my thoughts being where they are. I'll talk to my boyfriend. Hopefully he can offer words without talking crap. My prayer.
At our age, I didn't think it was possible. In her case she is caught between two best friends as she has slept with both. One she never gave the time of day, and he adored her. I knew something would eventually happen with her and my ex. All I can say is I am glad its later in life versus when I suspected it. If you still read this Carlos you probably already know to whom I am referring.
Like I said in a past post....I could find the date. I want a man that everyone on the block hasn't bump with. And you know what!?
God answers prayers cause he sent me mine. And I won't ever have to worry about the ones that came before me, I don't know them from Adam and we never ran in the same circle.
And I was suppose to be the one that took every one's man. Tried to tell them, I stick to my own.
This shall be continued.
I know why God took me to another place in life. I now know why he opened my eyes to all that was possible. I've heard the stories of bedding friends, I just had not experienced it in my circle. Not confirmed at least until today.
I tried to console her and let her know it was okay, he and I have not dated in forever. Which is true. And we stopped talking once he got a girlfriend. I don't know time lines and if anything was around the same time....both he and she should be shame. But, I bet she didn't know he and I talked while I was in Texas.
I now know what betrayal is and to think I just asked her to officially be in my wedding. What am I to do, with my thoughts being where they are. I'll talk to my boyfriend. Hopefully he can offer words without talking crap. My prayer.
At our age, I didn't think it was possible. In her case she is caught between two best friends as she has slept with both. One she never gave the time of day, and he adored her. I knew something would eventually happen with her and my ex. All I can say is I am glad its later in life versus when I suspected it. If you still read this Carlos you probably already know to whom I am referring.
Like I said in a past post....I could find the date. I want a man that everyone on the block hasn't bump with. And you know what!?
God answers prayers cause he sent me mine. And I won't ever have to worry about the ones that came before me, I don't know them from Adam and we never ran in the same circle.
And I was suppose to be the one that took every one's man. Tried to tell them, I stick to my own.
This shall be continued.
Monday, February 9, 2015
This Week
The last couple weeks have been really hard for me. Received a disturbing phone call last Monday evening. My parents and I were almost headed out the door to our regular spot. My Eldest male cousin was murdered in his home by his wife. It was an attempt to kill the entire family including their two young children. The eight year old was shot in the leg, and the eleven year old managed to escape the home and alert an neighbor. My heart is hurting and I am sadden by this news. My cousin has been on the right track in life trying to live correct. He survived the streets of the city only to be taken out by someone who was suppose to love him. The wife was charged with first degree murder! Praise Him.
I have been doing my best to remain focused and carry on with life going on here in Kansas. I have assignments to complete and sanity to maintain. Life still seems to be overwhelming at times. I shall continue to take it in strides.
I had a mini meltdown last night. Everyone got to experience it. It was taken exceptionally by him and it proved to me that he is the one for me. We went on a walk and I shared more of what I was going on in my head. I am very grateful for him. I can't wait to see where life takes us together.
Please pray for my family.
Now if someone would just let me quit school. That is all.
I have been doing my best to remain focused and carry on with life going on here in Kansas. I have assignments to complete and sanity to maintain. Life still seems to be overwhelming at times. I shall continue to take it in strides.
I had a mini meltdown last night. Everyone got to experience it. It was taken exceptionally by him and it proved to me that he is the one for me. We went on a walk and I shared more of what I was going on in my head. I am very grateful for him. I can't wait to see where life takes us together.
Please pray for my family.
Now if someone would just let me quit school. That is all.
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