Settle Down? HA

Oh no...It’s happening. I am coming to a point where I do not want to deal with a relationship.

He has done it......made me like him.

I have developed a short span and tolerance for bullshit when it pertains to guys, which isn't a bad thing. :)

I have been talking and texting a few different guys over the last couple months. I haven't talked too serious with any of them because like you said, its best to close one door before opening another. The previous door is still ajar.

I am at the point where I do not want to be in a relationship because then I can't be SINGLE and talk to anyone I want. I love being single but when I see couples I wish I shared that "togetherness" with someone. Its crazy I know, but I am straddling the fence on this.

I used to jump through hoops to please men and do as they wanted. Not anymore.....it’s a good thing. Now I just play around. Sometimes they end up hurt. All the while I get easily frustrated with them. I keep them around for the conversation. I don't like the feeling of not being wanted so when many guys show interest in me, it make me feel good, is that bad? Guess I do have suitors Mr. Anderson.....but none of them are worth a toot. Which is why I say I don't have any.

Put it this way... I ain't gon beg you to love me
I ain't gon beg you to hold me
I ain't gon beg you to pick me up and take me out.
I ain't gon beg you to wife me.
Why should I have to, if somebody else will.

Little side note, ha.

I maybe leading "some" on...and I know that’s not right. I try not to because I do like "some" of them a little. That doesn't make it right and it surely doesn't mean I will do anything to keep them around, cuz my love is like WHOA. When they piss me off, I don't go out my way to communicate anymore. I let time pass then it is them who contact me. Oh I like that.

That's all for now. Peace & Love