The Drive

My sex drive no longer exists. It's pretty sad too because I used to be a nympho. I loved it. I won't fully blame you for the lost but you helped. I am too young for this. My mom says women don't have drives....she doesn't know me all too well. So anyway I have been back and forth on this topic for a long while now. A number of things could contribute to my lack of wanting to. Even you ACA have heard about it a time or two. Me always claiming I was stopping then I started again...that goes to my desire of wanting it just would have been better if it were from someone else.
Well it's finally done. No more for me for a long while. Tired of the crap that comes along with it.

He is so full of himself that he thinks its all about him. But it's not. You always tried to make me feel guilty for not wanting to open my legs. Told him probably two years ago when he was trying to screw that girl and me that I was not having it. Now he claims he gave all that up and I still tell him no. Go figure. It's not about you. I don't get a kick out of telling you no...usually I don't want to because I really be wanting it. I mean hell if everyone had predictable encounters then why would anyone do it. I could go into much detail on the subject but that would be wrong on my part and I'm sure y'all do not want to know all the crazy details. I'm sure if laying down with you was worth my time & effort then I would possibly continue.....possibly. hahahaha...........ok that was not nice.

Then it all comes down to my inner thoughts. Why did I engaged in sexual activity?? It gave me nothing. I am done doing for you. Doing what makes you happy and me a dissatisfied customer. Done allowing you to partake of my cookies...take it how you want. I told you before that I was not getting anything from it. My twin thinks I'm so harsh...she should hear the shit you fix your mouth to say to me. Ok so I went off on a tangent. Bottom line I don't want to be discussing this with my husband and realize I have been around the block too many times. Sex is to be shared between a husband and his wife so I am done sinning in that area.

Next post coming soon, Boyfriend=Babies