The previous post was suppose to be a happy one.....and not about your previous post. Alright so as stated birthday in 2 days. I am excited about turning 25, I am not afraid to grow older. I just may look back and wish I had done somethings differently. I will be spending my birthday in the KC area because I love it there so much. Still afraid of bed bugs so I don't venture out too ugh computer again!!!!!!!!!
--much. Speaking of which there is a outbreak occuring in most major cities in the North. GROSS. Prayfully I won't have to experience them again. No plans for a hotel stay until March 2011. Since bringing that up OMG with this damn wedding. Makes me not want one. I'm sure it's the person not neccessarily the overall event. I get to get a dress in less than a week from now and the damn wedding is when...MARCH. Ha. That's not worth discussing. Guess I will call it a post because the cursor is getting on my last nerve. Until next time.....
Thursday, September 2, 2010
Response needed? Not so sure.
Ok, so it took me months to write again....sorry I use my time doing other things but, I have missed it. Funny I spoke with my good friend last night and he actually had me pondering somethings. Claim I am MIA when "I have a man in my life" when does that time ever exist in my life?!?! So.....anyway updates again which is all this seems to be. A lot goes on but, by the time I can sit and write it all out I forget what I wanted to say.
FYI-this computer making me CRAZY.....cursor keeps moving and I am losing text! UGH
I have been on a constant job hunt and recently have been fortunate enough to work more hours at my PRN job....ahhhhh this computer. Crazy I know.
25th birthday is in 2 days and nice of you to remember...gift you say. Please don't. I don't receive gifts well unless there is a relationship there. And funny not ha ha but a couple weeks ago our last exchange of Whatever dude became a post. I don't know what to make of your posts....I do enjoy them however. But I just don't know. You speak of me with such negative connotations yet you continue speaking of me.
Alright so...I am so excited my friend is coming home for my birthday!! I have been lost without her. So bored and lonely (Great way to describe me) but this weekend will rock ass!! Yes the girl will be drunk. But careful.
I want a job...ah yes still complaining like I do as nothing has changed except the world around me. WOW. Harsh! I wonder why my conversation is seen as complaining as I feel that I have nothing to complain about. I see them as me sharing how I feel...u hear something else. Hmmm. But why complain but I got it good. Yes things are not as I would like them to be but I am in a good place. In need of nothing. Maybe I am just not that patient...usually that is my issue. Wishing things would occur sooner than my time.
I think I have came up with the issue that exist.
Oh giving you something to shake your head about. Seen the guy from last summer and his wife that I supposedly stalked. I just thought to myself...what were you thinking as women always say after its all over. Oh. and I still feel bad for her. Oh one more thing. My ex is engaged. That is all. Peace to all.
FYI-this computer making me CRAZY.....cursor keeps moving and I am losing text! UGH
I have been on a constant job hunt and recently have been fortunate enough to work more hours at my PRN job....ahhhhh this computer. Crazy I know.
25th birthday is in 2 days and nice of you to remember...gift you say. Please don't. I don't receive gifts well unless there is a relationship there. And funny not ha ha but a couple weeks ago our last exchange of Whatever dude became a post. I don't know what to make of your posts....I do enjoy them however. But I just don't know. You speak of me with such negative connotations yet you continue speaking of me.
Alright so...I am so excited my friend is coming home for my birthday!! I have been lost without her. So bored and lonely (Great way to describe me) but this weekend will rock ass!! Yes the girl will be drunk. But careful.
I want a job...ah yes still complaining like I do as nothing has changed except the world around me. WOW. Harsh! I wonder why my conversation is seen as complaining as I feel that I have nothing to complain about. I see them as me sharing how I feel...u hear something else. Hmmm. But why complain but I got it good. Yes things are not as I would like them to be but I am in a good place. In need of nothing. Maybe I am just not that patient...usually that is my issue. Wishing things would occur sooner than my time.
I think I have came up with the issue that exist.
Oh giving you something to shake your head about. Seen the guy from last summer and his wife that I supposedly stalked. I just thought to myself...what were you thinking as women always say after its all over. Oh. and I still feel bad for her. Oh one more thing. My ex is engaged. That is all. Peace to all.
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
Post-Grad
I walked May 15th.....you claimed I did not inform you. Maybe not in so many words, but I certainly attempted to invite you. Enrolled in my summer course...started this evening, it went alright. Got home to find a post on your site.....very enlightening. You make me fall for you all over again with your words. So many things to consider and ponder.
This week has been AMAZING.....been job applying for weeks. Finally decided to get another PT job for the summer considering my class goes til end of July and I have 3 vacations scheduled. No relocation plans just yet....need to save and plan. D.C. looks promising :) Awesome news, I have three job interviews this week alone. I am marketable Hahahahaha
Grad school is apart of my future...just not sure when. After sitting in lecture tonight I was reminded of how I can't stand class :) Thank you Lord for perseverance....it is so over I can taste it!
Not much else to share at present time considering my readers are updated on my present status. Will write soon as I always have something I can say. Until then.
Just for personal reminder: Wedding planning, summer-time, simple life, and releasing of my inner self.
This week has been AMAZING.....been job applying for weeks. Finally decided to get another PT job for the summer considering my class goes til end of July and I have 3 vacations scheduled. No relocation plans just yet....need to save and plan. D.C. looks promising :) Awesome news, I have three job interviews this week alone. I am marketable Hahahahaha
Grad school is apart of my future...just not sure when. After sitting in lecture tonight I was reminded of how I can't stand class :) Thank you Lord for perseverance....it is so over I can taste it!
Not much else to share at present time considering my readers are updated on my present status. Will write soon as I always have something I can say. Until then.
Just for personal reminder: Wedding planning, summer-time, simple life, and releasing of my inner self.
Friday, April 9, 2010
Just for you my new reader
since everyone likes to run their mouth I guess it's not a big secret. I have been writing since the summer of 2006. The idea was stolen from a guy I was so into at the time and since I had already been writing I decided why not write on a website. That way it's most likely gonna be saved and it won't be read and redirected to me unless I tell someone about it. I really don't know who still reads besides ACA because comments are never left. It makes me no difference. Writing is my release because my mind is forever moving. So read at your leisure. This site started in 2007 which were the happier days....
In the mist of my HIGH
It's Friday morning..I'm awake at 6am finishing last minute touches on my Excel journal for class. The phone rings and throws me off for a bit. Ok, I'm back full speed.....you can do it Brandi! Journal submitted to professor via e-mail now to review vocab and ensure I have all the formulas I need for the exam. Alright, gotta jump in shower, dress business casual, tame my mane, and head out the door so I can arrive on time because the school is a nice little ride. Still reviewing vocab in the car....pushing along. In my chair and ready. I can do this, I know I can.
I declare it! I am on a high after finishing my 2nd exam for Production and Operations of Management, whatever that is.....I didn't ask for these classes; just a part of the curriculum. So I head toward the door about to call my girl and get her to tell me it's ok to skip my next class...Finance ugh. She tells me to go because I didn't go last week.....which I did! So I walk back into the building and head to class. I arrive basically on time and is given a packet of papers to compute weighted after tax cost of capital....who you telling I know CRAZY!! So working on that. Everyone in class just writing away. Then my professor comes around and gives us all a article on companies and how they should acquire debt. We still working on the calculations. He says, well read the article...ok so we start reading. It's three pages long......about 5 mins later he asks the class a question pertaining to the article.....heads all still down reading. No one responds. He is annoyed, tells us to read the article for Monday and know the information because it will be on the test and that's all for the day and he proceeds for the door. We all looking dumbfound and like ok guess class is over.
I WAS SO ANNOYED!!!
I could have not went and not have had to deal with that crap. So, I'm back on my high....no one can bring me down because I know I did AWESOME on my exam!
Headed to the car, grab lunch and head to work. I arrive at work....still feeling great, head high and pep in my step. I sit at my desk and speak to my coworker next to me.
She says hello and proceeds to tell me how everyone was looking for "something I had" and couldn't find it and so now this lady who had to go to Lawrence for a career fair is "lost and don't know where to go" Hmmmm she lucky it's a good day. I still fired back something not so nice. I let her know I didn't have the paperwork, the lady had it yesterday afternoon so she should know where she was headed. Mind you the coworker sitting next to me was not here in the afternoon yesterday but took it upon herself to inform me that "everyone was looking."
So knowing the information received from the school did not supply a building or room that the fair would be in I went to the school website and looked for information. Printed off a map and went toward my director's office. She was in distress, like oh good your here! (early might I add) Do you know where this other lady is suppose to go, we can't find the paperwork. So I told her nope, she had the directions yesterday, but I printed this off. So she called the lady who is driving around the campus lost....OMG....Lost really. Director telling her how she tried calling the dept and no one is answering and can't really help her. But Brandi printed this off. The lady on the phone says she will just go where she went last year. (UHH why you claiming you lost then....people I swear!!) So I was completely done because I had went over and above just for them to be like hmmm we will stay lost. WHATEVER!!!
I am still on a high and no one can bring me down! It's the weekend and I have 4 weeks to the end of my LAST spring semester....FOUR (4) you hear me! 36 DAYS until I walk the stage of my life!!!! Y'all can't hold me down!
HOLLA
I declare it! I am on a high after finishing my 2nd exam for Production and Operations of Management, whatever that is.....I didn't ask for these classes; just a part of the curriculum. So I head toward the door about to call my girl and get her to tell me it's ok to skip my next class...Finance ugh. She tells me to go because I didn't go last week.....which I did! So I walk back into the building and head to class. I arrive basically on time and is given a packet of papers to compute weighted after tax cost of capital....who you telling I know CRAZY!! So working on that. Everyone in class just writing away. Then my professor comes around and gives us all a article on companies and how they should acquire debt. We still working on the calculations. He says, well read the article...ok so we start reading. It's three pages long......about 5 mins later he asks the class a question pertaining to the article.....heads all still down reading. No one responds. He is annoyed, tells us to read the article for Monday and know the information because it will be on the test and that's all for the day and he proceeds for the door. We all looking dumbfound and like ok guess class is over.
I WAS SO ANNOYED!!!
I could have not went and not have had to deal with that crap. So, I'm back on my high....no one can bring me down because I know I did AWESOME on my exam!
Headed to the car, grab lunch and head to work. I arrive at work....still feeling great, head high and pep in my step. I sit at my desk and speak to my coworker next to me.
She says hello and proceeds to tell me how everyone was looking for "something I had" and couldn't find it and so now this lady who had to go to Lawrence for a career fair is "lost and don't know where to go" Hmmmm she lucky it's a good day. I still fired back something not so nice. I let her know I didn't have the paperwork, the lady had it yesterday afternoon so she should know where she was headed. Mind you the coworker sitting next to me was not here in the afternoon yesterday but took it upon herself to inform me that "everyone was looking."
So knowing the information received from the school did not supply a building or room that the fair would be in I went to the school website and looked for information. Printed off a map and went toward my director's office. She was in distress, like oh good your here! (early might I add) Do you know where this other lady is suppose to go, we can't find the paperwork. So I told her nope, she had the directions yesterday, but I printed this off. So she called the lady who is driving around the campus lost....OMG....Lost really. Director telling her how she tried calling the dept and no one is answering and can't really help her. But Brandi printed this off. The lady on the phone says she will just go where she went last year. (UHH why you claiming you lost then....people I swear!!) So I was completely done because I had went over and above just for them to be like hmmm we will stay lost. WHATEVER!!!
I am still on a high and no one can bring me down! It's the weekend and I have 4 weeks to the end of my LAST spring semester....FOUR (4) you hear me! 36 DAYS until I walk the stage of my life!!!! Y'all can't hold me down!
HOLLA
Friday, April 2, 2010
Update x2
Wow is this really the first blog of the year....boy do I have a lot to share then.
I had decided to quit discriminating against guys my age and lowered my age requirement....think it's been raised again after conversing with my girl. LMAO!
That would be an inside thing.
So I ended last year talking to this guy that was WAY too old for me and after finding out he was a walking whore it was easy to discontinue talking to him. He had the nerve to call me a little girl later because I would not give him any....WOW men. I feel bad for women out there that think they have to put up with that crap!
I decided I would start living my life and have fun in my 20's so when my 30's and 40's arrived I would not be trying to party like a Rock Star....that notion did not last long. St. Patty day put me on a drinking ban til gradution.
Found a new spot to frequent on Saturday nights....met some people. One in particular seems to be pretty cool. Time will tell the outcome of that.
School sucks!!! Graduation is right around the corner though...May 15th at 3:30 p.m.
I'm excited for that and been working on my announcements! I may have stories to tell after that....know for sure my God parents and mom good friend from AL is coming. My auntie told my God mom she was coming, but has not told us and of course she plans to stay with us. (It's another day's story)
I haven't hung out with many friends lately.....adultery has caused a major split and it SUCKS!!
My Godbabee and friend/sister live just an hour away now....so I can definitely see Miss. Nia more!!!
While I'm on things that suck....so does work. I have been so BORED lately and hardly had anything to do. I have had to pass time doing meaningless things. With life changes a couple of my good friends are moving away....it's really for the better, but I will miss them. I know I need to get on the ball so I can get out of here too. I have been applying to companies in Texas mostly. It's an option.
I'm sorta in disbelief that I am about to graduate. I don't know to be truly excited or scared. I'm feeling both. I thought I was so ready for the next step in life, but then I think how I will be on my own and ALONE. Met with the Associate Dean last week to get my last enrollment pin for my summer class. He called me a "success story" and it felt AWESOME!!! As you can see my feelings are all over the place!
There is so much I could share, but not sure if I want to do that any longer. Needing to open up to people in my life. I'm working on it. Which I always say.
Come on rude boy, boy can you can you give it up. Come on rude boy, boy can you get it up....def a random but I love Rhianna new song!!!!
Think that is all for now.
Oh found out you have kids too. Interesting. That's good. Glad it stopped being a secret.
I had decided to quit discriminating against guys my age and lowered my age requirement....think it's been raised again after conversing with my girl. LMAO!
That would be an inside thing.
So I ended last year talking to this guy that was WAY too old for me and after finding out he was a walking whore it was easy to discontinue talking to him. He had the nerve to call me a little girl later because I would not give him any....WOW men. I feel bad for women out there that think they have to put up with that crap!
I decided I would start living my life and have fun in my 20's so when my 30's and 40's arrived I would not be trying to party like a Rock Star....that notion did not last long. St. Patty day put me on a drinking ban til gradution.
Found a new spot to frequent on Saturday nights....met some people. One in particular seems to be pretty cool. Time will tell the outcome of that.
School sucks!!! Graduation is right around the corner though...May 15th at 3:30 p.m.
I'm excited for that and been working on my announcements! I may have stories to tell after that....know for sure my God parents and mom good friend from AL is coming. My auntie told my God mom she was coming, but has not told us and of course she plans to stay with us. (It's another day's story)
I haven't hung out with many friends lately.....adultery has caused a major split and it SUCKS!!
My Godbabee and friend/sister live just an hour away now....so I can definitely see Miss. Nia more!!!
While I'm on things that suck....so does work. I have been so BORED lately and hardly had anything to do. I have had to pass time doing meaningless things. With life changes a couple of my good friends are moving away....it's really for the better, but I will miss them. I know I need to get on the ball so I can get out of here too. I have been applying to companies in Texas mostly. It's an option.
I'm sorta in disbelief that I am about to graduate. I don't know to be truly excited or scared. I'm feeling both. I thought I was so ready for the next step in life, but then I think how I will be on my own and ALONE. Met with the Associate Dean last week to get my last enrollment pin for my summer class. He called me a "success story" and it felt AWESOME!!! As you can see my feelings are all over the place!
There is so much I could share, but not sure if I want to do that any longer. Needing to open up to people in my life. I'm working on it. Which I always say.
Come on rude boy, boy can you can you give it up. Come on rude boy, boy can you get it up....def a random but I love Rhianna new song!!!!
Think that is all for now.
Oh found out you have kids too. Interesting. That's good. Glad it stopped being a secret.
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