Update x2

Wow is this really the first blog of the year....boy do I have a lot to share then.

I had decided to quit discriminating against guys my age and lowered my age requirement....think it's been raised again after conversing with my girl. LMAO!
That would be an inside thing.

So I ended last year talking to this guy that was WAY too old for me and after finding out he was a walking whore it was easy to discontinue talking to him. He had the nerve to call me a little girl later because I would not give him any....WOW men. I feel bad for women out there that think they have to put up with that crap!

I decided I would start living my life and have fun in my 20's so when my 30's and 40's arrived I would not be trying to party like a Rock Star....that notion did not last long. St. Patty day put me on a drinking ban til gradution.

Found a new spot to frequent on Saturday nights....met some people. One in particular seems to be pretty cool. Time will tell the outcome of that.

School sucks!!! Graduation is right around the corner though...May 15th at 3:30 p.m.
I'm excited for that and been working on my announcements! I may have stories to tell after that....know for sure my God parents and mom good friend from AL is coming. My auntie told my God mom she was coming, but has not told us and of course she plans to stay with us. (It's another day's story)

I haven't hung out with many friends lately.....adultery has caused a major split and it SUCKS!!

My Godbabee and friend/sister live just an hour away now....so I can definitely see Miss. Nia more!!!

While I'm on things that suck....so does work. I have been so BORED lately and hardly had anything to do. I have had to pass time doing meaningless things. With life changes a couple of my good friends are moving away....it's really for the better, but I will miss them. I know I need to get on the ball so I can get out of here too. I have been applying to companies in Texas mostly. It's an option.

I'm sorta in disbelief that I am about to graduate. I don't know to be truly excited or scared. I'm feeling both. I thought I was so ready for the next step in life, but then I think how I will be on my own and ALONE. Met with the Associate Dean last week to get my last enrollment pin for my summer class. He called me a "success story" and it felt AWESOME!!! As you can see my feelings are all over the place!

There is so much I could share, but not sure if I want to do that any longer. Needing to open up to people in my life. I'm working on it. Which I always say.

Come on rude boy, boy can you can you give it up. Come on rude boy, boy can you get it up....def a random but I love Rhianna new song!!!!

Think that is all for now.

Oh found out you have kids too. Interesting. That's good. Glad it stopped being a secret.