Update time. Semi overdue.
I started my Master's program on June 25th! For the next 22 months I will be in an accelerated masters program obtaining my MBA! I can't believe it! God is GREAT!! Life dreams coming true.
I told mom....I think 2 weeks ago that I was content for now with Topeka, she was ecstatic. Things are really falling into line. God has been making a way for me, capturing some joy again. Being content with present situation in life. I'm working in town now, no longer making that trip to Lawrence each morning. Other co-workers in the building are really nice....no new friends. I did however begin dating. (Crazy how I want to censor my own blog because I am not sure of the readers). Not a good look.
So, I'm seriously dating. I have a boyfriend.
I had to let him know. I can't say it should have came as a shock, but it did. My guy said if he is anything like him then it is just something you didn't want to admit as things were changing. You weren't a secret. I made it known I had been talking to someone for a really longtime. We won't discuss time lines on here.
My love for you is real. Everything I ever said was/is true (since I have to watch my tenses on wording).
Friends are being crazy about it, quite excited for me. First question being....does he live in the same town as you?
AM I THAT BAD?!
Really!
He does. My twin went as far as FB stalking. Shameful. Nini considered google search, people want pictures. And my BEST claimed I withheld information....side eye.
This was suppose to be an update post.
At times my heart aches, I am still not sure what I am doing here. And how I got here. I thought I foreseen the future (yeah, I know I can't tell the future!) I had names started, planning honeymoons with no sense of a real commitment, relationship, introductions, ring, nothing. It was time to leave my fairy tale. I felt like I was the only one in it. Love struck.
July 4th getaway weekend was canceled. And I won't make it to Denver during July. I will just see Nini when she is here for holiday (so it worked out). I gotta work on 4th (sad face) but it's ok. Beats retail. Texas heat. And sidewalk sales. AHHHHHH! LOL
Planning for August wedding weekend. I need a dress, I was told I was an honorary bridesmaid. I am super excited for her and love. Actually 3 Texas women are getting married in the next year.....crazy how the tide has turned. These same women were seeking love, well one had her guy ,but figured they would never marry. I am happy for them :)
I am not sure about the Vegas wedding since ARUBA is next year :)
We'll see :)
I haven't talked to family much lately. No updates there. Everyone on social media posting.
My parents are great. I am finally not under their watch. Getting out with people my own age :) I haven't gone out lately. Just friend dinners. My friends don't party.
Fuck, I miss Nina :) And she gonna be married....life is over. (I wanna cry)
So I'm gonna bring this to a close. Small updates.
Until we talk again.
Love and peace to you all.
5 comments:
Good to know I was a fairy tale:)
You didn't actually put love and fairy tale together did you?
As far as censoring goes I'm sure you were referring to me. Just say you don't want me to view/comment and I won't.
I did put love and fairy tale in same area of my post. If you think a fairy tale is bad, you should live a little. It is negative in the sense that is seems surreal and sometimes people are unsure how to decipher the difference.
My blog is public. Unknown unless I tell you, but public. Comments are welcomed. Censored because somethings should be stated and not read.
How can things be stated and not read? This could have all been avoided and you know it. I'll admit you're the first that has left like you did but theres a learning experience in everything. I'm learning that I can scare people away and slowly accepting it. I'm just as guarded as anyone else because when you give and this happens makes it all seem useless. You have taught me a valuable lesson to be even more guarded because no one will ever state or do what they really feel.
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