Messy

Today I received news of my friends messiness. I knew she has been down on herself esp. in the men dept after letting that jerk father two of her children. I think today took the cake and I am at a lost with words.

I know why God took me to another place in life. I now know why he opened my eyes to all that was possible. I've heard the stories of bedding friends, I just had not experienced it in my circle. Not confirmed at least until today.

I tried to console her and let her know it was okay, he and I have not dated in forever. Which is true. And we stopped talking once he got a girlfriend. I don't know time lines and if anything was around the same time....both he and she should be shame. But, I bet she didn't know he and I talked while I was in Texas.

I now know what betrayal is and to think I just asked her to officially be in my wedding. What am I to do, with my thoughts being where they are. I'll talk to my boyfriend. Hopefully he can offer words without talking crap. My prayer.

At our age, I didn't think it was possible. In her case she is caught between two best friends as she has slept with both. One she never gave the time of day, and he adored her. I knew something would eventually happen with her and my ex. All I can say is I am glad its later in life versus when I suspected it. If you still read this Carlos you probably already know to whom I am referring.

Like I said in a past post....I could find the date. I want a man that everyone on the block hasn't bump with. And you know what!?
God answers prayers cause he sent me mine. And I won't ever have to worry about the ones that came before me, I don't know them from Adam and we never ran in the same circle.

And I was suppose to be the one that took every one's man. Tried to tell them, I stick to my own.

This shall be continued.