Thursday, April 10, 2008

My Burden

Hmmm this morning when getting dressed I noticed the marks on my shoulders were getting darker and starting to hurt. I applied cocoa butter cream to temporary relieve the pain. I have the burden of carrying excess weight on the top half of my body. Some would call it a blessing but they have not walked a day in my shoes.

The back pain and shoulder aches are no longer things I say....they have started and only seem to get worse. I have my annual Doctor's appointment tomorrow. I have to be sure to mention this to her and see what she suggests. Maybe a reduction!! :) Boy would I be thrilled. This kinda talk could be me being over dramatic...hmmm you try carrying this load for a week.

I officially hate shopping for bras and I am scared they are only growing larger. My mom had the reduction surgery in 2003. She was a lot bigger than I am but I am not far behind. I know they are growing with my body and the larger I get the larger they will become. It's sad. I used to wish I had them as a adolescent. Ha not anymore. I am known as "tits" to my girlfriends. Crap Crap. Will keep you posted.

1 comment:

A Rare Commodity said...

I forgot to mention the back pains to my Doctor...silly me and numerous times I was asked if I was having any pain. Since I wasn't at the moment I didn't refer back to the past. Great check up...all is in order! :)