Passing Time

Placed on wrong blog...opps.

Days like this I am reminded why I want so desperately for school to start. I am bored senseless. And when I am bored I play a game...when that gets old I don't know what to do. Reading is my fav and he suggested a place I could go online and read but I rather not open random sites on desktop. It even has an app...but I removed it. Got over it quick. Usually catch up on news via Yahoo.

Bottom line...I don't want to sit here and eat because I am bored. The sitting is bad enough.

So here I write...and not a particular topic but it passes time (sorta). I could text him, but no particular topic and texting is obvious....wish we could email again. Plus for heavens he does work :) He is the only person in life that I have ever communicated with throughout entire days. Like I feel lost when we haven't exchanged a message in a while. Weird I know.

Back to boredom. I need a challenge in life. A passion. Something that drives, pushes, and motivates me beyond being able to buy what I want. Why I work. These jobs I have don't seem to be preparing me for much. I still believe I need a skill, but in what I don't know! I want to win the lottery or get an inheritance. Stay home, raise babies, and keep house. Ugh, I just said that.

I really want a house. I want to live in a place that I call my own and just be. Cook, and clean for another. Particularly him. Ha.

I really want a better climate too. I moved back to Kansas and they had a terrible winter. Drags. All of this seems like complaints...maybe it is. I am happy with being around my parents and him. Miss my friends in Texas terribly bad. I am able to be closer to my Best but being pregnant makes it hard for her to want to do much beyond work. Babies both due toward end of May...these Gemini's I tell you. Well, on to something else.
Until we meet again.
Later.