It is time that I face the reality that I am not ready to let go.
My pride is strong and because of that I have been trying to let go of my past and move on. In reality I am not ready. Maybe in my mind I think it is time but my heart says "not today, Fred". My parents have told me, let it go and move on. Even some of my friends have said the same based off shared conversation. But in actuality, I am not ready to open myself to love again. My heart is not broken but torn.
My pride has led me to believe I could let go and start something new/different. Last time I tried I end up regretting every single move that I made, I don't want to do that again. That's why it's best when I say I want to remain single. Everyone is safe that way, no hurt feelings or broken hearts.
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