I've figured it out!
Its not that a want a special someone in my life its the fact that I lack a companion.
I don't have a friend that I can call my real friend. I don't have that one person I can call up and vent to. I was on this road the other night, my friend told me to pray and forget about individuals.
Which is all gravy but ....there has to be a but in my world. But, I don't have anyone to share meals with, shop with, watch movies with. I get lonely doing these things alone!
I can't wait for my god sister to get a little bigger, we are gonna be ALL OVER TOWN. I have a "little" from Big Brothers/Big Sisters but I don't call her up like I should. My days are long and she never calls me, that's discouraging. I need to do better and be there for her but she has a busy schedule as well. She is much involved in cheer leading and dance. Pretty little girl just needs someone positive in her life, as we all do.
Anyway I gonna solicit my mom. Tell her we need a day together again and no buts about it, we have to keep our plans! Life is short and a lot of people I know have lost their mothers, three of my close friends in fact. I am fortunate and I need to be grateful for the small things and stop letting the DEVIL steal my JOY!
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Still no companion to speak of, my mom is CRAZY and we can't hang out. My godsister is my only hope. She just turned one so it only gets better from here on out.
I had an companion, but lost her when I moved back to Kansas. Silly me. Mom is now an option since I am in my late 20's...and my Godsister is a brat. Love her but she likes to play people. I have to work on her before letting her consume my me time. Plus she is attached to my mom's hip and only tolerates me.....may get better once I have been back in town longer. I missed 3 years of her life :(
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