A day in the life......of ME!

Written 9/30/2010 I am listening to music afar while I write this post, can't make out the song. It's Thursday so I am looking forward to Grey's and Private Practice. Not having a job sucks ass!! I went to Dillard's sale yesterday and brought 2 pair of shoes with a credit line I had opened for an additional saving. I'm sad. But my shoes are cute!! Only 30 bucks spent :) I want some glasses of mimosa but I do not have any champayne (sp.) Oh it's Trey Songz now....Invented Sex. So anyway I am now able to play my FB games again which excites me. Ok reason for post. My mom comes into my room this morning to ask if she could take my leftovers for lunch today....who cares. I cooked the other day and had not gotten back to it. Why wake me at 6am to ask dumb questions...it was respectful but I would not have noticed if it were gone. (She maybe finally learning though. I usually bite her head off when she takes my stuff.) I am trying to get to Texas soon to visit and to relocate. Money is funny so I am putting off getting a ticket. Wish I could drive but its sooooo far to be alone. BTW I just graduated and the economy sucks so bad I lost my PT job of 3 years which was a downer but I seen it coming. I had been on low-work activity since July. God is just preparing me for whats to come next. I have been job applying like crazy. Since April I think. Also reason for post .......back to the shoes. I was out hanging with a friend and we stopped by Dillards because I had to return something for my dad....mind you I could have avoided shoe dept but I am a woman HELLO. So I knew the sale was only for cardholders so I applied.....silly girl. I was approved. Only spent $30 like I said but when I got home my mom had a tude. She later said how it was messed up that I was out shopping and I had just borrowed money from her to pay a credit card bill (I have a problem ok) S.N. She created it mind you. She offered the bill money, not that it makes it any better then she assumed I had used that card to buy my shoes. Which I didn't I could have debit it for all she knew but she ALWAYS assumes shit. Which is why I don't tell her anything. She is so negative. I have been really down lately and was glad to get out the house for a while. Yes I could have not spent money but I did so what. It's my money and I will pay her back. Very soon in fact so she can leave me alone....I told her I don't like oweing people anything. Point blank why I never ask people for anything. Get this when she offered the money she was so nice about it and how she wanted to help so I would not get behind in payment. And pay it back when you can...no rush. On day she gave me money she states how I broke the bank. UGH. So yesterday when bitching about shoes I brought she says how she gave me that did money and she really didn't have it. She could have paid for her teeth with that money but she had to tell them she didn't have the payment. I bet she talked to her husband and he disagreed with her lending me money. Oh well its over now. They will be paid soon. On another note.......I have never been without a job and its killing me emotionally. My prev job offers counseling. I will pass. It's not that bad...I know the economy sucks. But glad I have a degree to take me someplace in life....it will just take sometime and I have been patient all this time. What is a few more months. Really.