Long Overdue

8-8-2011
It has been way too many months since I have written and I have been kicking myself about it the entire time. Just been lazy with working in hell and all. Started "blogettes" on my cell phone just to release. Here she goes: July 24th In every sense of the word I should kick myself for not blogging more often. There are people I love and enjoy being in their presence but at the end of our time together I appreciate me time again. Am I wrong for that?? Guess its possible. Where did this random come from.... well let me tell you. So I was invited to join my girl (which is a friend) on a trip to Dallas. She was taking her niece to the halfway point to meet up with her sister and one of her line sisters was also having a house warming that same day. So I decided to go, I don't do shit else every other weekend. It was me, her, her boyfriend, and her niece. Car ride was cool, we rode, talked, sang, danced, and I read in between time (used to being alone) At some point, I will introduce all my new Austin friends....they all rock in their own way! So anyway, nini, caleb, madyson, and I drove to Dallas. Once we took madyson to her mom we checked into a hotel (one room) mistake 1 but again I was invited on this trip, knowing her boo was coming, mistake 2 but not thinking at first we would stay overnight mistake 3. They were chill about it but just being in the same room for that extended time with a couple killed me, then the time out together, and dinner. I was done. They are really close and open with each other and that is not my thing. Personal body things should remain as such in my world. Although we all do those things that humans do to relieve themselves I do not discuss with anyone, like ever. Not about me personally. So yea that was part of conversation, and the being all close is where my phone message derived. The boyfriend was cool about it, he told me at any point to let him know if he was being too much since he knows he is usually all over her. He was good, it was my friend. Imagine two grown ass people, yes GROWN acting like love sick puppies or teens. Rachel put it best "like they were in heat." I was dumb for going but it was something to do and like I said, I didn't have shit else to do. When I told my mom about it, she was like I have never ever stayed in the same room as any of my girlfriends and their men. Weird. Yes, I know. Was not my first time either....but will be the last. Think I am done on that topic.